Friday, September 18, 2009

Friend n Friend

When you stay quite, you make me afraid
And when you shriek, again me afraid
But when you smile you make me smile
Make me happy, and life stays by.

You say quite, I say scream,
You say no, I say yes
But still we are friends,
Nothing to say or express
What say??

Pooh Says-

Yeah this bond is one of it’s kind,
We are free still something binds!

Rising with sun

Eager to see the dawn,
I lay awake at sea shore,
Waiting for my dawn!

Sun will rise from that farthest corner,
Separating sky from sea
The rays of light faded then sharp,
Will fall on water, will spread across the sky,
Painting the canvas with color,
Colors changing, and
Changing scene with every stroke of that brush,

I am cold I am wet,
My eyes are dull and weak
Weak to face the light,

Slowly with its rising head,
It will fill my dead eyes with life,
I will feel the warmth seeping in my skin,
Penetrating even further touching the soul

Oh! That would be the dawn,
I am waiting for,
Waiting to catch with life again,
Life will flow through my cold blood,
Colors of the canvas will shine in my eyes

The next step

irty, polluted,
profane, to be disdained
I wait for His blessing,
Purify me, lift me up,
Hold me & bless like thy child.

Touched by thy I am sacred,
Pure as bud, light as a feather,
Seed ready for new life…

Lifted from litter,
Dirty gutter of human miseries,
I rise,
To embrace a new life,
To take the next step

Debt

born, raised, brought up,
supper, attire, tastes,
pennies, love, care
indebted, debtor, creditor

those smiles,
or rebukes’,
sitting with me,
or walk for miles
awake till late with me,
working late for me
my favorite dish,
that temple kiss
Me in head even away,
Ringing me every day
Trust on me, care for me,
Belief , “yes you can be”
I can never pay,
Can I ever pay?

My rival or best pal,
Share your crayons with me,
Taking blames for me,
Hiding my bad deeds,
Fighting for me indeed,
Feed me like mother,
Care like father,
Support as pillar,
Guide me, lead
Tread the path I may walk,
Plucking away all the thorns
Sweet milk chocolate,
sharing your sweets
doing my homework,
working on my project,
I can never pay,
Can I ever pay?

Playing the first game,
Saying I am prettiest dame,
Stealing pickles for me,
Reserving my place
My hope in a surprise test,
You were the best
Praying when I am ill,
Paying my little bill
My proxy in class,
Sipping from same glass,
Still remembering when we are away,
Parted apart,
but connected by heart

Eyes

Sparkling diamonds
Naughty at times,
Can’t be more serious,
Crystal clear,
Washed with tear,
Sacred with fear,
So much to say,
So much to share

Read them,
Or lost in them,
gems in all shade,
but can’t trade
can’t stole or loot,
can just win,
win by losing heart.
And then see the sparkle,
Precious most,
Just yours!

Me right or my...

Sage or emperor,
Preacher or warrior
Surrender to right or suppress by might
Choose thy path,
what heart say, or be it brains way
it is a contest
I verses me
no one to tell,
no argument to sell

A journey for all,
But many lost,
Few survive,
Luck bunch wins
Some find victory in loss,
For rest win is all
But who shall I follow,
Again brains might,
Then where goes
Heart,

And again I am lost,
In maze, loosing my days,
In this never ending quest
a quest called life,
to find if I am right,
or tell yes I am right,
or to sell I am right,
Puzzle again standing tall
Where to find heart,
Or give up to reason’s call

Me right or my…..

Why I am here?

Hard to find
To feel or say,
And harder to stay

With life lost
Lost in maze
What am I doing,
why doing,
plugs my mind

is it the name,
or some other thing,
I am chasing?

Even why am I here?
here at all,
To see the dead faces,
Or to be dead?

Wild grass growing

Wild grass growing
Wild thoughts,
running in mind.
What’s after death, am I ever going to find

Rosy pictures are some
&
some are full of sorrows
"Is this all god has given?"
Enquired I to sparrows

Sky full of clouds
a misty morning
every face is hidden
why so, I am always wondering.

Wild grass grows
eating the beautiful tulips
Sadness grows in me
Taking away the smile of my lips.

Save the tulips
Save me.
O lord save the beauty of life
For all,
to see.

when you were somebody

when you were somebody
then you knew where to go,
when you knew where to go,
then you knew somebody

now you are lost,
broken and torn apart,
far away from life,
wandering in search of path.

now you are nobody,
you don't know where to go,
when you don't know where to go,
then you know nobody

Waves n moon

Thy rose high, to touch sky
& grab the moon, make it live near by
went higher and higher,
Rocking the ships sailing by night,
Drowning people, death winning fight,

Thy greed became so strong,
That it went beyond the sea,
& banged church’s gong
Lives are lost & places are ruined
Hope lost, faith n happiness doomed

Just for thy lust n desire,
Waves conspired with tempest,
Just for thy lust………..

Wait for you life long (Song)

You were there for me, waiting by the street's corner
but now you are gone,
n I am gonna wait for you life long.

I remember all the moments,
moments we spent together,
with my hand in you hands,
n my head on your shoulder,
My ice-cream you knocked down,
and then sharing your cone,
those chocolates those flowers you brought for me,
told me that your love only I own.

Now that you are gone far,
far away across the sea,
told me to wait for you,
promised you will come for me.

since then I am waiting,
waiting to hear you sing,
sing to me your love,
promises to give me everything.

I don't ask for anything at all,
just want you to be with me,
no roses, no chocolates,
just you holding me.

I am sure you will come,
come back for me,
no matter what others say,
I will wait for you life long,
Life long I will wait for you.............

V Day

Story of Numerous V- day’s Lived by unknown Martyrs of Love

Some sweet moments down the memorie lane,
just love and no pain,
Yes I remember you,
I remember you this way,
Cause I met you on V- day

I do recall first glance of you,
wearing denims & new shoe,
holding bunch of pink roses in hand
n your cheeks blushing pink too,

yes I do recall every thing written by fate,
How could I forget you,
you were my first date

Tears roll when you go away (Song)

Tears roll when you go away,
Heart sinks when you say goodbye,
Life stops when you say u are not mine…….

I am alone in crowd when,
u are not by my side.
I loose all when,
Someone takes you by my side.

My day starts with you,
My nights r bright with u,
My songs r complete with u,
My song wants u n only you.

Aa aha…Aa Aha……..

Voh! don’t go away………
Don’t you go away,
Without u I can’t……..yes I can’t stay…..

Quote

It is easy to submit yourself in front of terror,
it is even easier to be a part of it,
but it is difficult to stand in front of it
and it is even hard to fight back.

Mother Nature

Mother Nature seasons all,
Man frowns,
So he can’t reasons all!

In frenzy he digs her heart,
womb in which he grows,
he tries to tear apart,
but still she feeds them all,

He mourns & digs deep,
Bliss is in acceptance,
Which he doesn’t know.

& still living in ignorance,
he tries to quarry gold,
but ends up with fool's gold,
thus goes on thy unending quest.
digging deeper & deeper,
but still finding no solace no rest!

Mother wants to teach,
His intentions are put to test,
He fails & in bid to succeed,
He stoops in exceed,
Affluent he becomes,
Leaving himself hollowed.

Hollowed as if eaten by termites,
hollow as crying within and laughing outside,
hollow like the tree,
falling down in gush of air,
still she loves, nurtures & cares,
she showers love in all her words,

Still she bestows her riches,
His longing for happiness,
Brings him back to nature,
She pours her heart out,
Subtle, serene & calmly she pours,
He drinks the nectar,
Intoxicated & rejuvenated,
He soars,
To become moron!
Moron but still her beloved child,
That’s why she blessed him with,
eyes to sparkle & lips to smile,
stubborn yet favorite,
giving countless chance to rise after fall

Who says mother is impartial,
Yes she is partial, partial to child called man,
Showering him with nectar,
Sending clouds to save him from tan.

Mother contours,
Amazed Man,
Bewildered by her beauty & enigma,
Satisfies his hunger,
C raves for more,
Mother still truly & kindly,
Keeps on pouring,
From the cradle till death bed,
Embraces him,
Even after death, cuddles him up.

But thy lust makes him see,
just his gains,
& thy ignorant of her pains,
Pains given by him,
killing her other Childs,
wasting her gifts &
breaking all rules,
how long she would bear,
wounds inflicted upon her.

She suffers & bleeds,
Still she worry for him,
Treats her wounds as his right,
Bestowed to him for unknown reasons,
She gives & just gives,
Shattered, Betrayed & disappointed,
Mends herself just to serve,
That’s her nature,
That’s why we know her as Nature!

Not jus mother her daughter too,
serves him this way,
taking al the pains,
thinking of no gain
She comes from far land,
crossing mountains, tackling stones,
reaches to him, satisfying his thirst,
giving water to plants to grow,
and satisfy thy hunger,
Obedient sister, she is river

Flowing not to gain,
But to blend,
Tides up & down to amaze,
Shows her fury,
At the apathetic face of him,
Comes back to her nature,
Flows silently & calmly,
Surges with gush of water,
In her banks, keeps her flow,
Man surrounded by nature,
To learn & to become,
To bear & to adore.

Little grains roll,
& reach to that small pond,
left behind by her,
Drenching themselves in her nectar,
They start spreading wings,
wings of life,
Life giving life to man,
thus she keeps on showering thy,
love n blessings,
she makes the life move on,
will remain there till eternity,
even when
many of his generations are gone.
Teaching him to stand up,
Stand up tall,
In front of all odds

She is dug,
Yields water,
She is sowed,
Harvests gold,
She is the base,
Gives a hold,
She is mined,
Yields coal, petrol & gold,
Man inflicts scars,
She takes the toil,
Quakes, slides but still holds,
Sources the life &,
Sustains the life,
The only planet,
Home to the species,
Maker of the heaven,
Yes, heaven on the earth,
That’s earth!

He looted her,
of all her beauty of all her jewels
kept on poking her,
giving innumerable sorrows,
but even in thy outburst,
she warned him before,
to go away far,
far from the danger zone,
She gave him all the places,
all the wealth,
but asked for nothing,
but always giving,
She is the essence of all
life begins with her

It was soft and shiny day

It was soft and shiny day,
but alas! was not going to stay.
gloom was taking over,
dark blanket covering the sky.

and I was that little sparrow
learning to fly
Afraid!
took refuge inside my mothers wings
inside I was desperate to fly.

fly till I touch edges of sky
fly to make the whole world my
fly till nothing else is left to fly
inside I was surfing in the sky.

but dark dragon of clouds was
conspiring with the wild winds.
aming to kill my dream
and making it harder to stay.

my dream was fading, sinking in my heart
just then she went flying in the stream
turning and twisting playing with dragon’s eyes
she called me out and gave back my dream

took away the gloom n made it gleam
holding my wings she took me out.
telling me,
“You are made to conquer the skies
Never let your dream die in your eyes.”

In my dreams I can see you (Song)

In my dreams I can see you,
In my arms I can feel you,
You are my heart n my soul,
For nobody-nobody can stole.

It says I love you
It says I miss you
I can’t survive … can I survive without you……..

I am happy inside
I feel pretty outside,
When you are around,
My heart takes wings n fly.

I gonna go wherever you take me,
I wanna see the world from your eyes.
Want to live each day with you,
Want to spend whole life.
Cause u are my heart n soul
For nobody – nobody can steal……..

I am here for you (song)

some day you gonna dance to the tune,
some day you gonna rise to touch the sky
some day you gonna feel happy,
and some day you just want to cry.

be it any tune of life,
feel free to express,
cause I am here with you,
cause I am here to hear your song.

life is a beautiful song,
at times slow at times fast,
you get the tears you get the joy,
you be lonely or have a blast,

Be it any shade of life
feel free to express,
cause I am hear with you,
cause I am here to paint your dreams.

Oh ho! life is going to flow,
flow from your hands safe in mine,
with your dreams sparkling in my eyes,
cause I am here for youuuuuuuuuuuuuuu.....

Beautiful o'

Beautiful o’ morning
beautiful the evening
but think of the dusty n crowded noon

Bright the sky, bright the faces
clear the lanes
all& all working hard
spinning gold out of hay
Sun in middle showering heat
People sweating hard in busy street
laughing &enjoying work
in spite the roasting heat

Beautiful o’ morning
beautiful the evening
but prettiest of all the dusty noon
Beauty of thy in sweat of brow
in people standing in row
in players playing the game
in old man’s hand weaving on the frame

This is the truth of noon
not morning’s dream
it’s the truth
Life realms.

Sick Mind

sick mind plays cruel games
games to soil known names
to hell with love,
to hell with trust
and thy plots, schemes
tearing bonds of love
poking beautiful hearts
and just giving endless pain

I am right
so what if don't have might
by hook or crook
I will gain

immaterial who is getting hurt
why to bother
its my bonds
why u care

Just the gain,
u call it lust
be it
u call it callous
I see.
but who cares
let u say any bit
but I dare.

Wednesday, September 2, 2009

Life without you…Better than with you…

World is quite strange,
different in its own ways,
Strangers act as friends
and friends as strangers.

If you cry they will make you smile,
but when you smile they can't bear it for a while,
Life is good when you are alone,

I trusted to trust no one.
I trusted to be on my own,
Cause they were never yours,
never to call your own.

I do not know if I am right in my ways,
but I know I am lesser hypocrite
then others, who do not show.

I am talkative, but I cannot help,
But yes better then talking to them,
I will talk to my own self...

Life without so called friends,
Would be bit empty,
But at least my soul would be free,
Not indebted for their false support...