By your side (Song)

no matter what it may, 
I will be by your side

don't you ever feel, I am not there
be it far or near,
be it day or night
I will be by your side

There would be good times or bad
lows and highs, many heated moments
or even goodbyes
by end of the day,
nothing is going to stay
and i will be by your side

I know life is tricky,
I am not as strong as you are,
to stand tall amid the tide
but with arms in arms
I will hold on
and I will be by your side

trust me, it is true
trust me, will you?
o o o..no matter what it may.
I will be by your side...

I Bleed

I bleed...

Torn apart, bruised
thread is severed,
blade cuts in further

I scream...

Unheard, unsaid, agony
Tormented soul,
soaked in tears or blood?

I plea...

No hand coming to rescue,
No heart with compassion,
Alone, struggling to hold on
Failing badly

STILL

I survive...

dead mass moving around,
looted, dead, dark inside
Soul perished in this act

DO

I survive?

ease your pain

We tread the path
Holding hands
With twinkle in eyes
Smiling all the way

Even now treading the same path
Still holding hands
With blank eyes
Bearing pain all the way

Perhaps it’s time
To bifurcate the path
End your strife
withdraw my hand
and ease your pain...

For a while

It lasted for a while
and then got washed away
love was in eyes
now only tears stay

it touched for a while
and now only scars are here
your touch was in my palms
now only blisters are there...

Are u there?

My words were bigger than me,
you listened to what I said,
you left it unheard what's unsaid,
surrounded by the miseries
and bruised with the pain
a silent cry inside
tears roll hidden behind mane…

It’s trying time
And you chose to stay apart
We were bonded in a strong bond
Then how come separate hearts?

watching this orgy

Surprised yet again!
calm of the sea ever tempting
invited...
I venture in deep blue,
ignored the memories
of its last plunder,
robbed my motives
dumped me on thy shore half dead...

Yet again, knowingly oblivious
To thy uncertain nature,
Off to voyage.
Wooden boat with a white sail
Riding high in good faith
befriend the crusader,
merciless and brutal...

Inviting calm of thy,
I dared to venture far
Shores blurred,
now vanished completely.
Sight could catch just the mighty blue...

Calm grew deep inside me
In tune to placid water
surrendered my oars, and laid down.
Watched virgin clouds,
flirt with sun.
White Greek clouds...

Eyes submitted too...
felt the calmness touch me,
and grew within.
Ah! A life in few moments
attracts to venture in the sea.
unabashed and carefree...

thy mood can change,
once ‘white’ clouds
next dark demons.
conspire with the storm
to shower havoc, coax the waves
to rise high, with a roar
fanatic attempt to kiss eve

Sea watching this orgy,
Will raise thy brows
To snatch back thy keep,
pull waves back in.
A war between the wildest
lovers, breaching the sanctity
to mark thy impression
muddle and try to conquer the waves

lost in my calm
caught in middle of the war
I may end up losing all
My calm, faith and innocence
Or witness the biggest of tussles
still emerge unhurt and braver

all is scripted deep inside
too involved in calm
I chose to keep eyes closed
live every bit of it…carefree...

Maze

Surrounded by my fears,
And guided by my vice,
Unable to see the simplicity
And incapable of bearing complexity
I wander in the maze, built by me for me...

Beauty and charm was there but,
lost in my quest to figure out grey...
Spring was the season surrounding me
Lost by advent of May...

Complexity grew so much,
It engulfed every strand of faith
Lost the way in front of me,
Left it all on fate

Unable to see what I want,
Not ready to take what others think
I built a concrete cocoon of my thought
And suffocated my soul inside it...

If the dead could speak!

Only if the dead could speak!
I would have risen to say
You forced me into death
Your love fooled me
Your trust betrayed me
Your reasons left me blank
Your lust reduced me to nothing

Still if space was given,
I could have lived, Survived the suffering.
But even this was not granted
Your breath chocked me to the verge
And cramped in your narrow thoughts,
I succumbed one day...

But are you to be blamed?
If I could have said it
Pored my heart and told you how I fee
Let you know, no longer the magic exists,
No longer I expect you to turn the,
Pumpkin into chariot...

Said that Spark was gone long back
The moment you stopped reading my eyes
I should have told you all...
Ah! Wish I did...

I head to embrace success

With borrowed vision,
I will tread the lonely path
Dream is near to the end
Cold and pale, I face my reality…

Destiny never crossed my way
But when it came…
erased the path and footprints
Leaving behind me,
struggling to discover a new lane

Dual minded I venture
In the woods
No longer scared or worried
As have already lost my soul

Emotions are doomed to die
It’s just prestige at stake
Corpse of my dead dreams on my shoulder
I head to embrace success.

Drenched Soul…

Soaked...
walking on the wet pavement
trying to hold the droplets
kissing the skin

Looking toward the sky
feeling drops bouncing on cheeks
tossing back up and a splash
ah! this music

life was never so beautiful
dancing in the joy
a fit of laughter coming from within
heart swinging to the unheard tunes

Soaked skin deep
in this lovely feeling
the new meaning I have got
from you

All wet outside
drenched inside
suffering was never a bliss
but enjoying this sweet pain

No bounds to hold this
emotions oozing out
silent cry with all joy in it
state inexpressible
even in my writing....

Dew Drops

It's hard to get
everything you desire..
it's even harder to understand
people around you..
life and relations
both are complicated…

Quest is to stay happy..
whatsoever may come..
life will deliver you happiness
only if you give it happiness...

Still I find it hard
to forget those days
like sand it slipped away
won't come back ever
lost with time,

inside me are
the fading, yet fresh memories
more I try to move on,
more I get soaked in the
never ending, but sweet pain

yes you were right
I feel fresh,
After expressing the unexpressed
found reason for this turmoil

but I will move on
to give happiness to life
to get happiness from life
contended with the tiny dew drops
cherish it lifelong....

I wonder!

It's hard to get
everything you desire..
it's even harder to understand
people around you..
life and relations
both are complicated…

Quest is to stay happy..
whatsoever may come..
life will deliver you happiness
only if you give it happiness...

Let's talk straight....

Let's talk straight.
with no frills,
no masks, no veil
just truth, no lies

I have stopped identifying,
with your carmel coated words.
Cause that's not you,
you do not mean a single word.

Stop being politically correct,
stop playing this game.
I can take it, what may come,
but bearing this is shame.

We were not like this,
nor on any terms we got along.
If it's time to part, tell me?
Don't say it will go on...

Let's just talk straight....

Wait for you life long (Song)

You were there for me, waiting by the street's corner
but now you are gone,
n I am gonna wait for you life long.

I remember all the moments,
moments we spent together,
with my hand in you hands,
n my head on your shoulder,
My ice-cream you knocked down,
and then sharing your cone,
those chocolates those flowers you brought for me,
told me that your love only I own.

Now that you are gone far,
far away across the sea,
told me to wait for you,
promised you will come for me.

since then I am waiting,
waiting to hear you sing,
sing to me your love,
promises to give me everything.

I don't ask for anything at all,
just want you to be with me,
no roses, no chocolates,
just you holding me.

I am sure you will come,
come back for me,
no matter what others say,
I will wait for you life long,
Life long I will wait for you.............

V Day

Story of Numerous V- day’s Lived by unknown Martyrs of Love

Some sweet moments down the memorie lane,
just love and no pain,
Yes I remember you,
I remember you this way,
Cause I met you on V- day

I do recall first glance of you,
wearing denims & new shoe,
holding bunch of pink roses in hand
n your cheeks blushing pink too,

yes I do recall every thing written by fate,
How could I forget you,
you were my first date

Tears roll when you go away (Song)

Tears roll when you go away,
Heart sinks when you say goodbye,
Life stops when you say u are not mine…….

I am alone in crowd when,
u are not by my side.
I loose all when,
Someone takes you by my side.

My day starts with you,
My nights r bright with u,
My songs r complete with u,
My song wants u n only you.

Aa aha…Aa Aha……..

Voh! don’t go away………
Don’t you go away,
Without u I can’t……..yes I can’t stay…..

In my dreams I can see you (Song)

In my dreams I can see you,
In my arms I can feel you,
You are my heart n my soul,
For nobody-nobody can stole.

It says I love you
It says I miss you
I can’t survive … can I survive without you……..

I am happy inside
I feel pretty outside,
When you are around,
My heart takes wings n fly.

I gonna go wherever you take me,
I wanna see the world from your eyes.
Want to live each day with you,
Want to spend whole life.
Cause u are my heart n soul
For nobody – nobody can steal……..

I am here for you (song)

some day you gonna dance to the tune,
some day you gonna rise to touch the sky
some day you gonna feel happy,
and some day you just want to cry.

be it any tune of life,
feel free to express,
cause I am here with you,
cause I am here to hear your song.

life is a beautiful song,
at times slow at times fast,
you get the tears you get the joy,
you be lonely or have a blast,

Be it any shade of life
feel free to express,
cause I am hear with you,
cause I am here to paint your dreams.

Oh ho! life is going to flow,
flow from your hands safe in mine,
with your dreams sparkling in my eyes,
cause I am here for youuuuuuuuuuuuuuu.....

Just Me

Some worlds I live in
World with me,
With others,
Without me,
With no one

To find myself
Not so easy
Look with my eyes or your
Perhaps their
But still, hard to find

Oh! See me,
With flowers now,
On the rocks
Now rocks on me
Bit messed
Still clean

Staying alive is not difficult,
But its hard to be seen
Seen as me
Not his or her someone
Not that car owner
Not that fellow passenger
Or neither girl in skirt
Just as me.

Easy to play pretty face
Easier to play ugly
Hot headed or meek
Bright or nerd
Alas hard to be just me

Just me
I am trying to be
You too?