Before my journey ends..

When I cheat u, when I fail
It hurts.
Something is dead inside
Soul, I don't even have that
I traded it for my desire
But something is dead, yet it bleeds
I want to cry, cry loud
I want to tell you,
I want to let it go,  let it go forever.

But for the last deed,
deed done, cannot be undone
I felt like there is Nothing remaining inside
Even that dead thing jumped off the cliff
It is the hollow me and my expanding darkness
It looms large over my very existence
Cannot see beyond it.

What is my redemption?
Tell me O hurt soul
Tell me O my love
Unaware of my fall
Unaware of my betrayal
You continue to breath within me
The only pure part left inside

Would you walk with me
One last time
Would you embrace me
One last time
Would you listen to me
Hear what I want to say
Without hurting yourself
Promise to be the listening ear
And let me confess

One last time
I want to say,  how I felt
How broken I am
One last time I want to breath
One last time I want to live you
One last time let me feel complete
One last time, walk the walk with me
Before my journey ends