Things I lost, Things I gained...

How was my stay?
I asked to my self,
Was it bright, was it dark, or may be grey?
Puzzled as I am always,
started pondering,
penning it down,
cause words define me, define my thought,
define my soul..

Ah ha! I had good time..
I found you all, n we became friends,
and some friend came close..
touched my life, heart n soul
What fun! what joy!
That "official break"
we all wait for n enjoy..

Yes I gained, not only you,
but plenty of fodder for my brain,
enriched by this new experience,
though I got hurt at times,
but at times I gained...

It was worth to be part of this,
part of you all,
part of some beautiful hearts,
reason for some heart burns,
and off course some heart breaks...

And did I lost something,
yes lost myself,
to a waste cause..
but that’s what I always do,
get carried away, get lost,
and then discover my self again,
to ask this question,
Is it worth, what was the gain?

Comparing both the parts,
I decided to quit!
to discover to tread again,
some other unknown path,
to get the answers again..

You all won't be there,
in this new quest of mine
but you will always be with me,
Cause you are what I gained...